Unsent wishes

The full moon spreads out

The silvery warmth of your smile,

I behold your beauty in it for long,

The radiance hurts my eyes,

Suddenly, reason reminds my impulse,

You are a husband to another lady now.

Indeed, I don’t want you to be in my life,

As you changed your mind, faith and taste.

Proudly calling it evolution!

Though rationally aware of reality,

My emotions are still addicted to the memories,

Of moments we spent together as friends.

October 19^th never passes without a notice,

Since five years, I am acquainted with you,

Even after four years I remember the day,

On your birthday at 12 AM,

I wished you first,

And you spoke on and on.

I miss every second of that night even now,

I couldn’t change anything,

The moon is still the same to me,

The sky is still the same to me,

The world is still the same to me,

The weather is still the same to me,

And I am wishing ‘Happy Birthday’

To the empty darkness…

Why does  evolution never happen to me?

Agonizing Reverie

Nothing in you hinders me now,
The colourless transparency
And the colourful child-like nature
Are vanished
And you are no more a man I love,
Perfectly, you made your choice,
To be a possession
Of a suitable girl who copes,
With your undulating and uncertain nature,
Indeed, I am saved from new you.

But, my whole being is accustomed,
To you and your reverie:
When I walk alone
I still feel you beside me,
When I am laid down in silence,
I am still thrilled to hear you
Singing behind my ears…
You walked along with me
For a few days,
You sang for a few hours,
None and nothing replace them
Even after a few years.

I erased your number,
Your pictures,
Your songs,
Your emails,
Your messages,
From my computer and phone.
But:
I can see your face
With my waking eyes,
I can hear your voice
With my open ears.
Give me the short-cut keys
To erase them from my senses.