Watching a high-school series:
A teen rom-com
Reflects many moments of my life
Until half the way,
After that the story continues
The way I dreamt of
It was the nearest possible dream I ever had,
Even that didn’t work out
It was unconditional,
It was so pure,
I was so naive,
Even after a decade I still wish
The dream would have come real,
My eyes were filled with sparkles of his face,
My ears were filled with melodies of his voice,
And my heart was filled with love for him!
I never had insecurities or jealousy,
Even his snide comment sounded sweet…
I always stuck with his twinkling eyes,
Neither self-esteem nor ego hindered me,
A blind frenzy and boldness called love
Drove me as crazy as possible,
I even had a telepathy connection – LOL!
But, none of my acts touched him once
Or he did say so to my dismay!
I shut all the butterflies inside,
Until they died and piled as dust
Even after 3 years of his wedding,
A question bugs me:
How could a guy choose –
A strange girl through a matrimony site
Over a girl who loves him,
Believes in him and looks up to him
On a whimsy?!?!
I swear to myself to dust the pile off
But I fail, and fail and fail….
I tried not to dig the pile
But I keep trying to clean
And get hurt!